| 6 July 1978 |
[06 Jul 2009|10:24pm] |
I forgot about this blasted thing. I was never one of those girls who had a diary and wrote in it nightly. I think Bella would have given me a hard time had I. Maybe she would not have, but I do see that she would have. What can I say? I know my sister, a bit. I adore her, she is my favorite person, aside from my husband and brothers-in-law.
I need to go into London soon. I need a few new things that I have not felt like getting until now. Lucius would prefer I go alone, I know this because his idea of fun is not shopping. I cannot blame him, it is really not much of a man's hobby. Though I do prefer to shop with another. Maybe I can talk Bella into it. Ok I know after saying that it is a horrid idea. I think I would have better luck with Lucius going with me and that would not be the most fun in the world.
Is it bad I do not wish to see my mum anytime soon? I know Bella would be unsurprised as she hates Mum, but I actually do love the woman. She is a good mother, just a bit on the insensitive side. She has gotten a bit better actually, not bringing up a few things in a negative fashion. Maybe she has finally realized it does hurt me and I am not friendly when I am hurt. I do have a good deal of Bella in me. It comes out sometimes.
I want to have a wonderful lamb dinner. I will have to tell the elves what to make. Lucius will enjoy it, he always does.
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| October 06, 1977 |
[06 Oct 2008|10:10am] |
I know it is not my place to question. But the things I read always make me worry. I know you all say things are fine, or a small mishap, but when it effects my husband, sister and other people in my family I am bound to worry. Do not give me such a look Bella, I know you are shaking your head as if what I say means nothing.
I got an owl from my mother, such a splendid event. Of course I mean it, why wouldn't a child be thrilled to receive an owl from her own parents. Oh wait, because my mother is an insufferable cow. But on a lighter note, she is ill and cannot come for a visit. Perhaps I should feel worse about this, alas I do not. Next time I can look forward to her visit.
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| July 30, 1977 -two- |
[30 Jul 2008|09:07am] |
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I might not agree on the whole 'bloodism is a problem' thing or however she put it, but really, was it necessary for her to disappear? People have opinions, I guess that leaves me a bit worried about stating my own. Perhaps, I am simply smart enough to not state such a controversial opinion in such a public forum. That was really her first mistake.
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| July 23, 1977 - One- |
[23 Jul 2008|11:36am] |
It's such a bother to read about muggles constantly in the Daily Prophet. Muggles have their own news, shouldn't they be worried about it being printed there? I am sure their news does not talk about witches and wizards dying, even if we are much harder to kill than a simple muggle. Such rubbish, a complete waste of space if you ask me.
Mother is asking, yet again, why I am not pregnant. Does she not listen to me speak? I think she chooses to forget the things I tell her. No matter, it is my life, mine and Lucius and if she wishes to ignore that which we have both made clear, well she can sod off them, can't she?
Perhaps I will go out today, Lucius doesn't think I am getting out enough. I know he is right, I have been holed up for a great deal of time recently, not for lack of good reason, mind you. But as he has said, sunlight will make my pasty complexion much more milky, and honestly I don't wish to keep these dark circles, I am not Bellatrix after all.
Enough dilly dallying. I should be doing something much more productive, oh I did see something in Knockturn Alley a few weeks back that Lucius would love. I should go see if it is still there.
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